Got you, huh?
Here is a small update on things. After a good six months without focusing on weight issues, I acknowledge that take a break, if I must say it was a good solution. A break from forums, websites, blogs and boast about, I believe, not a break from being reasonable when it comes to feeding themselves with the right stuff. Anyway.It was a good thing; It has allowed me to take a step backward to breathe a little and keep up with to define my life with regard to food and such, if I wanted it or not.
As I mentioned in my previous post (back in July … my, how quickly time flies!), I passed the extent my license, and I now take part what I hope will be my last school year; It will be tough, because it is a national competitive examination, and therefore I don’t just get away with very average grades. But it also happened in an interesting way, so far, and I am amazed how things have turned.
I trøde, I would be depressed. I am not.
I trøde that I would get crappy trademarks. I do not.Not so far at least. On the contrary, compared with the rest of the class. it is in a way predicts.
I trøde, I want to start piling rig on the weight, thanks to the total inactive (I have diskriminationspunkterne approximately 70 hours of work/school/homework each week, and I should probably make even more). I do not. it is in fact the first time in my life when I seem to be eating all the time and lose weight instead.
I trøde studying so much would be a task. It turned out that the program is very interesting: King Lear, Jane Eyre, the grapes of Wrath, the imperial presidency (see.Arthur Schlesinger Jr.) in the United States … Therefore, it is not a job, it is a pleasure! Last year, I had to take some of my classes, simply because they fit into your schedule in place of other, not of vague personal interest to you, and this year, it is quite different.
I trøde all that stress would make me fat in no time.Actually, I’m so enthusiastic about learning more and more about these topics, which I shall not dwell too much eating, because using a lot of time eating would reduce my time spent on studying. And so I eat sensibly — no “Oh, let’s find something else to eat, so that I can quit watching this episode on my DVD of the series X”.KWIM?
And I love to. not because of weight of things makes just because I have this feeling, I something with my life, my days are spent in idle mode.Perhaps, that I needed: this sense of closure. maybe it was not to have it part of my bingeing problem.I do not know.
Oh, I will not pretend that I am doing everything ‘ perfect ‘. I do not exert so much, for starters: stretching class, lots of walking, but no time (yet) to resume the weight-lifting. I try to eat vegetables/proteins/non-refined carbs, but I can’t do it all the time (campus restaurant, for example), and sometimes, well, I am the other students and eat cookies. But I do everything because I am hungry, not because I want some comfort, which is a great step forward, and away from the behaviours which plagued me for months.
Due to workload failed I post much on this blog, so don’t expect daily or even bi-weekly updates. This being said, I felt it was high time to blab here a little again.
And I do not have regained the weight I had lost. If anything, have I forgotten the couple of pounds, which remained after my søvnanfald of bingeing. I might not be so desperate decline after all.
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